Friday, August 24, 2007
` 11:15 PM
life has been pretty boring for me. did preparation works for the upcoming army open house. and this sunday is the army half marathon. doing more and more things that are unrelated to army life like camouflaging a whole freaking building using camouflage net. how absurb can it be...? well i guess NSF are assigned to do such crappy stuffs after all.
been trying to learn new words from newspaper aricles and magazines and anything that has words on it. my language has been on the downside ever since after a levels. time to pick up some nice and cool words and improve my english. talking too much mandarin certainly has shown its side effects.
recently i have been trying hard to find a dvd named live from abbey road. abbey road is a studio in london where they invite bands to use their systems and record acoustic versions on their songs. each band is to play 3 songs and they will record it. the killers red hot chilli peppers iron maiden damier rice have graced the studios.
im into live recordings recently. i guess live recordings can show the true depth of artistes. are they able to sing without going off key. its a test of true talents. some bands are a joy to watch cos they have an element of surprise in their concerts.
haha enough ramblings bout music when everyone is getting bored bout it. all thanks to my sister. its been a while since i have a september holiday.
How long how long will I slide
Separate my side I don’t
I don’t believe it’s bad
Slit my throat
It’s all I ever ....
red hot chilli peppers-otherside
人要懂的舍得，要舍才能得到你所追求得。 要舍才能得。
这个道理到现在我还在接受。。。
Sunday, August 12, 2007
` 10:18 PM
went to catch secret with xiao mao on saturday. it turned out to be nicer than i expected. plot was nice especially the piano parts. sort of made me want to pick up piano again. the school atmosphere was there. i particularly like the scene where everyone in school went down to the field to support the rugby match. it sure does look like our own post exams activites where everyone is busy participating capt ball and soccer inter class competitions. those secondary days.... the movie gave me a deja vu feeling of having school crushes and first loves. memories that i would always keep it with me.
below is the song from the secret....
冷咖啡离开了杯垫
我忍住的情绪在很后面
拼命想挽回的从前
在我脸上依旧清晰可见
美的不是下雨天
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 oh
回忆的画面在荡着秋千梦开始不甜
你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
又何必去改变已错过的时间
你用你的指尖阻止我说再见
想像你在身边在完全失去之前
你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
或许命运的签只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋这一季的秋天
飘落后才发现这幸福的碎片
要我怎么捡
Sunday, August 05, 2007
` 12:05 AM
this week was eventful. firstly. we went cine to watch alone on wednesday night. as usual it was not vountary but rather i was forced and dragged to watch a thai horror show. i despise watching horror shows for the fact that you pay to scare yourself ( actually its more like im chickened out :p) but nonetheless i had no choice. but it turned out to be a rather good one.
the synopse was rather cool. siamese twins haunting one another after both of them fell for each other. after 1 particular scene i stood up and attempted to walk away but i was forced to sit down again with the help of my 2 wonderful friends.... -_-". there was a twist at the end which caught me by surprise. i guess horror shows arent scary once you know the reason behind it.haha i was proud of myself after walking otu of the cinema. go catch it if you have the time.
today went grandma house for dinner and mahjong. went to see my uncle's dog shan shan for what probably will be the last time. she is dying soon due to a tumour in her stomach. beside is a picture of her.
a note to wendy:
yes you got a part of it right and frankly speaking im surprised you actually bothered to sort of reply me back. i thought you were busy so i did not expect you to treat my letter of great importance and on that instance im happy about it thanks :) you do not need to apologise cos its not your fault. in fact im touched that you tried to look into what i was thinking. i guess that is what we called true friends where we truly care for each other. its good to be in blissful oblivion. im glad you have found ch and cherish loads. i sincerely hope he will be the one who will walk through hardships with you. trust me. you wont want to go through what i had gone through. i was childish to assume that feelings are something that can be manipulate easily. i had options then yet i chose to end it. it takes a brave man to accept what ever decisions he made and live on with it. taking things with a pinch of salt is easier said than done.
it was special to me. real special. one can never take away the special moments. the rate that it has receded away in her mind is nothing sort of a surprise to me since i reckon she wants to leave behind all the painful memories behind. i am living on fine. am going on well with yx. really thanks for all the concern you have shown. im looking forward to seeing you again!! hopefully by then. i will be able to share with you calmly all the wonderful things we have done and experienced. without feeling a tinge of bitterness and remorse. till then pls take care of yourself and do reply in your blog if your able to.
flashback to aug 2005... we stood at the crossroads unsure of where to go and if we should go together.